Go on, judge me all you want, but trust me that I have been healing myself ALL on my own. With some approval and forgiveness, I went on this way, a road which only I can tread upon myself.
That's putting it nicely, the truth is that perhaps, all of this pain is essential on the journey to acceptance.
To finally accept things will never be the same, because I have changed, and so has the world.

But whatever, I have Three more days to be completely free. Let me just focus on that alright.
Time really flew, two years of this nightmare, I wouldn't wish it on anyone but darn aren't I glad I went through it now.
Contradicting, i know, but obviously I'm stating these in retrospect! All the lessons learnt and this veil lifted of my eyes, gawd I'm more than glad. I'm completely proud and grateful at the same time. :)

No, i wont be 100% again, it was foolish to think so, what a stupid aim and I learnt that by now- after failing miserably countless times, who wouldn't?
If put in figures, I would estimate- My mind 50% out of its shackles, My body 60% on the way to recovery.
Yes still a ways to go, but what more can I ask for? I'm already more than half there.
And boy isn't it a breath of fresher air every step up I climb.