but prithee tell me how can I unsee what I've seen with my own eyes, unfeel what I felt, and unfigure what I've figured out myself? 

It was all air and sound, and it will still be.

There are two options, but I'll be surprised if you took the one of clarification, because it will be impossible to rid the effects of your biggest lie from my head, how much it hurts that I chose wrongly, I chose to build my belief in you so blindly.