Is this just another obstacle we have to work through, or is it the final closing chapter in our story?
After what we talked about yesterday, the things you told me, the way you were beating yourself up inside for hurting me, i saw how you were struggling, and it cut me more.
I could not sleep, i lay awake till dawn, lay awake with my eyes closed, listening to you breathe, smelling your scent, every now and then looking at your silhouette in the dark and couldn't think of what i should do.
you knew too, what you did was wrong, i think i can imagine what you two were doing, and what was said. I went numb thinking of it.