Hope
21:41This is what bonds me to you. Hope.
Blind, tormenting hope.
When all logic points me out the door.
My heart still yearns for something it lost,
That beautiful sun. That warm embrace.
The sound of your voice.
The smell of you. The touch of your hands. Your hair.
Your smile, achingly loving and warm.
The heartache won't stop.
The tears build up and fall.
Every interaction brings me a brief relief.
But it is fleeting. And I am drowning in pain again.
I'm afraid of losing myself. Because I placed my whole self into you.
That should never have happened.
I will be careful from now on.
It is goodbye. It is too late.
You have gone to the point of no return and I will never put up with it.
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