What exactly is it?
Feeling lost, feeling disconnected, powerless, overwhelmed?
Feeling disappointed, worthless, anxious, fearing the future?
I don’t know, what exactly it is, it seems to me there are a thousand different kinds of sadness, and it is ever present in all of us in this cruel world.
For what purpose does it serve, I can’t fathom, it seems like it is a necessary evil, but it ruins some beyond saving, how do you justify that then?
It’s so difficult, and I have no idea why, I am afraid, I might cling to savoring the many kinds sadness, that I never know how to be properly contented and happy ever again.
It is so dangerous and so difficult to overcome. It’s chipping away at my resilience and strength. I feel it now.