This is me, Becoming the person I want to be.
This is me, checking myself every step of the way.
This is me, controlling everything I can, just to make sure it is perfect, so that I can not hurt so much anymore.
This is me, trying my best to understand the world, wanting to be the best I can be.
This is me, facing, welcoming, seeking fear and pain head on, all in the name of growth.

This is me, understanding everything, but myself..

Why, does it feel like I am missing something huge. Is there a big picture I am not seeing?