Would things have changed. Had the doors closed early.
Would there be a difference. Had it been elsewhere.
Would I have cried. Had it been another date.

Would you be gone. Had it been someone else.

I think the real answer is, no, nothing would be any different.


I think I do love you, but I wish you've love me back, more than anything in the world.

But you can't.. you can't care about anything.
You promised you would make me trust you, you took that back so quickly..
You promised to give me time, for me to heal. You had no patience for that, though you said you will.

I'd give anything, because i can't let you go.
But, I have nothing left to give. So, what am i supposed to do?

Even though it tears me into so many pieces i can hardly function, it seems, i have to go.

How crazy it is, after everything, I can still have so much hope for you, while in your mind, you are already looking onwards, ahead to the next horizon.
You are strong. And i am terribly weak, when it comes to you.
Life is really not that simple, if only it were.. we would be together. we could be happy, loving everyday. we would not let each other go and there will be no war, no hurt, no pain or sorrow.