I miss him.
I really do.
I loved him.
I guess i still do.
I want him.
yes, more than anything..

He, took something away.
but i can't get it back from him.
I have no strength left to fight, to stay strong.
I am hurting so bad.
I am alone now.

I can only wish things were different.
but they will not change.
I can only wait till time heals these wounds.
If they will heal at all.

I can only say goodbye, i'll miss him.
I wish he could be the one for me.
But i am sorry. He can't love me.
I can't love him the way he wants me to.

today's the 11th of May, 2017.
a year ago i gave you that figurine,
 with a note attached.
one year ago,
   I cried this badly too.

 I am so silly.  I wish i could hug you.
 It hurts.
 I miss you.

I love you.

 Please, take care.
 Goodbye, my dearest.